Yay for 3 day Weekends!

It's funny how the kids know when there isn't much time left in the school year and they are just done. Only, they can't be because I have 16 days left and so much to do! So, it is a little crazy in first grade right now! It definitely keeps me busy and not thinking about infertility. Which is nice. I have an appointment in June to talk to my doctor about my latest failed cycle. We'll see what happens. For now, I'm okay and will enjoy this long weekend! :)

I don't really want to be invited to your shower

Having a bit of a rough day. I'm not sure what I want to feel with IUIs, but something, anything different. I will go in for the test on Wednesday, but I'm just not confident. Again, I don't really know what I would feel like if I was pregnant, but I just wish this time would be different somehow.

Back to the title of my post - There was a baby shower at work on Friday and I have 2 more next Saturday. I really hate baby showers. I've been super emotional lately and it's just really hard. I just keep thinking, what if I never have this? It's really hard for me to be happy for the mother-to-be and I feel bad about it, but that's how I feel.
I'll go because I feel obligated, but I don't wanna! :)

Andrea