Having a bit of a rough day. I'm not sure what I want to feel with IUIs, but something, anything different. I will go in for the test on Wednesday, but I'm just not confident. Again, I don't really know what I would feel like if I was pregnant, but I just wish this time would be different somehow.
Back to the title of my post - There was a baby shower at work on Friday and I have 2 more next Saturday. I really hate baby showers. I've been super emotional lately and it's just really hard. I just keep thinking, what if I never have this? It's really hard for me to be happy for the mother-to-be and I feel bad about it, but that's how I feel.
I'll go because I feel obligated, but I don't wanna! :)
Andrea
Sunday, May 15, 2011
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